EXCITING STUFF

Hi Internet Lovelies...

I have been putting this post off for a while, mainly because I was nervous, but also because I want to make sure I get it right..

As you probably know (If you are an avid reader of my blog, or know me personally) I have dealt with many weight issues throughout my life. I have never really felt comfortable with my weight and due to that have had quite a few confidence issues.. Around 2 years ago I lost a whopping 10KGS and I honestly looked great, I am not afraid to admit that because, I really did look fantastic - Look wise, but I also looked radiant, healthy and happy. Since then with many things going on in my life I have gained about 20-25 kilos which truly sucks - BIG TIME!! This was caused my many things, and it caused me to feel down about myself, have mental health issues, be unfit, and just generally not all that healthy. Now I am not one for judging anyone due to their weight; each person is different and I love everyone for who they are - I guess except myself. So after mum passed, and after many, many failed attempts, I quickly decided to get back on that damn horse and make sure I once again felt good about myself.

I saw a couple people on youtube were doing something called the 90 day challenge! I watched their videos that briefly talked about their journey, and decided that this was for me. Now don't worry, this is not some new fad, or diet this is just life gold.

The 90 Day Challenge, is a journey, where for 90 days you try to be the best YOU, YOU can be! To me this sounded great! Basically you do whatever you need to to truly be happy.

So the night before my 90 days started I wrote some goals and here they are:

1. Lose weight - As much as I can in the 90 days, and keep working afterwards.
2. Eat as clean and healthy as possible. - Feel healthy - No bloating etc.
3. Be motivated. - Work hard in school and in life.
4. Be happy - Be proud and confident.

WHY?:
- To be the person I want to be - The real me.
- To make myself, my friends, family and MUM proud.
- To feel sexy and happy.

HOW?:
- Gym membership.
- Get a new job.
- Stay strong and work my butt off.

WHAT I WANT TO ACHIEVE:
- Feel better about myself - fit and healthy
- Be happier in relationships - Friends, family, Sandhu.
- Enjoy school, show my full potential
- Earn money
- Create better content for my blog
- Start youtube
- Improve my mental state.
- Have a tidy house - "Tidy house, tidy mind"
- Catch up with friends and family more.
- Take time for me and have fun.

Now I came across this quote that read - "Are you living, or just breathing" and I thought, truly, I am just breathing, I am not happy, I am not excited to wake up, I am not making the most of the world I am in - and for me that was a HUGE wake up call; I really thought about it and it really made me certain about what I want in life.

So this Journey is not just about getting healthy and being motivated; It is about actually LIVING, and finding myself, and it is so damn exciting!

So heres the punch, I am now on day 14 and it is going super well; I have joined the gym and am working super duper hard! I am trying to be as positive as possible, and making sure I do things that I enjoy, I am eating very clean, cooking all of my own food and absolutely loving it, and genuinely feeling 10x better already!

Wait, heres the real punch: You know how one of the things I wanted to achieve was starting my youtube??? Well.... I have done it! Basically I am documenting this journey on youtube, yes youtube, and am having a blast!! I vlog every few days, and just make other videos and content that I enjoy, and hope you do also. I am super happy I have done this, but was slightly nervous what you would all think...

But I have done it now and there is no going back! Anyway you can hear all about my journey on my channel, so I guess I don't need to say any more! Feel free to check the videos out, and subscribe!!

Honestly this blog makes me so happy, and to think I am also now on youtube, makes me even happier!!

Please let me know how you have been in the comments if this blog, I love to know how you all are!!
Sending lots of love, and positive energy your way..


https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnXgwYSqDcpOUtAtJE3te1Q

Lots of love, Lu xxxx